Incoming 2011

I am celebrating the New Year: by closing my eyes and hiding myself under a blanket.

Goodnight 2010, it's been swell. I shall wake to new resolutions and a 10-7 shift at Borders.

New resolutions: creating more-forgiving more-loving more. (of course I've got specific resolutions, right Peter? ; )

I apologize for my uncheery status, I feel the need to be real--I am glum this New Year's Eve.

BUT I am hopeful, determined, and motivated--I serve a God who wants more out of me and will bless me in choosing to live according to His plan. Year 2011, He will challenge me and stretch me to the point of breaking--perhaps that's exactly what I need, what we all need, to break--surrendering--every little bit of us.

The only way for me to be able to "hold it together" in 2011, I must let go, let Him take over, 100%. Thank you, Lord. We don't deserve a love like Yours, and yet you do--You keep on loving--You want only the best for us all.

In joy and pain, in sun and rain, you're the same. You never let go.